Is it me or is summer just whizzing by? I really wish I had some sort of time capsule and make summer either slow down or come faster. I still feel as if there is so much I need to do and take care of but I just don't have the time. If I do make the time, I think I'll end up spreading myself too thin. I'm still trying to learn more about Adobe Illustrator and now working on Adobe Dreamweaver to start creating some mock websites. Even though I've been reading some books about those programs, I feel as if I'm learning at a snails pace. It's so frustrating! I'm already doing weddings, helping out a wedding planner, and starting to brainstorm a wedding planning business to get things moving along. I love every moment that I'm doing it, but I feel as if I'm not accomplishing a lot...but I probably am. Before summer started, my goals (which I know now that they are far from being realistic) were to become really good at Illustrator, start doing some websites, intern for a wedding planner, coordinate my own weddings, and blog daily. I think I accomplished 2 out of the 5 things I listed. Well at least I did the two things that are probably on the high priority list. I guess things are really moving along. I'm just being too impatient and wanting everything to come quickly.
What have I learned?
Sometimes I just have to realize that I can't do everything at once. If I do, I'll end up just shooting myself in the foot. I need to remind myself there is no BIG rush. As much as I want to get this new career started, I need to remember to slow it down and it's going to take time.
Have you ever felt like you this way?